hey you! hope your bday was a blast up in heaven. celebrating it with the angels. u probably looked so handsome like always. i'm so glad that there are so many people who still care about you. im glad rosa is staying strong because i know she misses you so much! and fernando misses you too. all your family and friends do. you've made such an impact on everyone you have met's life! even if they were just a little part of it like i was. you just have that effect on people. you are such a great person. i'll never forget you daniel. i brought you a birthday candle for you to blow out. i hope you get your wish. xoxoxox. best wishes danny. we miss you!!
Happy 23rd Birthday!!!! / Kym Lin (Friend)
i miss you / Marissa Messier (friend) Tears fall now Happiness fades away Cracked now broken Pain set in and stays.
Heart shatters Into a million pieces Realization hits you As it becomes ceaseless.
Your knees Hit the floor You feel like you cant Go on anymore.
Your eyes become blurry Suddenly you cant see You sit and question yourself Why couldnt it have been me?
You say goodbye For the last time Your never gonna see them again But you know your gonna be fine.
You will cry Find it hard to make it through some days You will miss them and need them But at the end of the day your gonna be okay.
Remember the good times And that they are always with you No matter where you are No matter what you do.
there body may be gone But they left there soul behind Theere love is still there Its now part of you for all time.
They never really left you There still with you And they never really leave you And always love you too.
They are always there To stop you from falling apart They will always be there And one day heal your broken heart.
Happy Holidays / Kym Lin (friend) hEY dANNY! MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS! SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ONLINE I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY WORKING. I MISS YOU THOUGH. I CALLED YOUR MOM ON HER BIRTHDAY AND SHE SOUNDED SO HAPPY. IM GLAD EVERYTHING IS GETTING BETTER. MAYBE SHE JUST NEEDED FERNANDO TO BE HOME. I HOPE YOU WERE LOOKING OUT FOR YOUR FAMILY ON CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS. IM SURE THEY WERE ALL THINKING OF YOU CUZ U KNOW I WAS =) I REALLY WISH U WERE HERE ON THE HOLIDAYS. I WANT TO WISH U HAPPY HOLIDAYS MYSELF IN PERSON. OH YEA I MIGHT GO TO COLOMBIA TO VISIT A FRIEND THERE. SHE WANTS ME AND MY FRIEND FELICIA TO COME. BUT CRISTINA MONTOYA MAY GO AND VISIT HER FAMILY TOO WITH US. SO IT WILL BE A GIRL VACATION! I LOVE COLOMBIA I REMEMBER HORSE BACK RIDING WAS GREAT AND SO COOL. IF I GO I'LL LET YOU KNOW AND BRING U SOMETHING BACK =) K LOVE I GOTTA GET BACK TO WORK. BYES
danny is awesome!!! / Kym Lin (Friend) dannnnyyyyyyy!!! i miss youuuuu i keep going to the cemetary because its nice to just sit there and think of you. i work right around there so i go like every week. i wish things were different for your family. i can tell your mom is sad. i am doing everything i can to help out. she needs you danny. i know your right there by her side. your her guardian angel aren't you. if you were here fernando would be happy too. everyone misses you. i love that your mom made this site so i can always look at your pics. i have my own pics of you right on my buero. its in a frame and all. i know that no matter how hard i pray or what i do or what i think i cant bring you back. but if i had the power to go back in time i would have said lets just go see your brother to fernando. if we got back to the house in time you wouldnt have left yet. eveytime im on that highway i think of you. eveytime i see a crx i think of you. when i hugged your mom the other day i just wanted to take away all the hurt. she needs her sons. i pray so hard for my family and yours too to be okay. i hate how bad things happen to good people. there are so many mean rude people in this world who only think of themselves and out of all of them YOU- a wonderful funny caring young man gets taken instead. i dont understand it. i never will. but i have to go to school now. i just wanted to say hello. i wish i could say it to you in person );
DaNnY Is AwEsOmE!!! / Kym Lin (Friend)
hey danny / Kym Lin Hey danny just wanted to say hi again like always. I'm working a lot got another raise. :) 3 jobs now. Lol crazy huh I'm glad I got it though its hard to support a family. But my mom suppored us for all those yrs why not support her now. I'm growing up way too fast. But school is great getting all great grades. Doing big things danny! I wish I could buy you a whole new car. I know u loved ur crx and If I had the money iid fix it up nice. I'm glad your mom and family still show me respect. I love your mom iill never forget when she said I'm the daughter she never had. And your dad always looking in my eyes cuz he thought they were so pretty. And how your family loved when I played soccer with them cuz I always kicked butt. Lol and when I played tag with your abuelo at cole state park. I danced with your uncle in colombia and met ur twin cousins and they said I was so pretty and fernando was lucky and asked if I had any sisters. I met your whole family and they loved me. And your friends and family and fernando said u would have loved me. I wish I could here it from u. When I got deleted from ur myspace page everyone was so mad at marissa. But I know u'd keep me on urs. Your such a good person. I remember when fernando walked to my house late one night with flowers and we sat outside cuz he was crying about the letter they sent ur family about donating.... I can't even talk about it. I'm so sad because I was supposed to meet u before u were killed but me and fernando agreed to wait until something. And the next month u were gone. The next day he called me. At the funeral he couldn't let go when we hugged. I know he loves u. When I went to ur house we went in ur room a lot just to sit on ur bed n talk. I loved ur room. Blue! I love ur family. Ur mom made my promdress and it was beautiful. Fernando loves puurple so he wanted to see me in it. And rosa made it happen :) I'm glad I was a part of ur family. I was always so exited to see them. And thee food was always great! I think of the good times in school when I saw u. I thought u looked so nice at the dance. In high school fernando used to write notes to me and one of then we talked about how we got into automotive stuff. He said because of u. He loves you. That's why he's hurting he misses u. Well I'm writiing this on my phone cuz I have no time to go on my pc cuz now I gotta go to class. Busy girl. It'll all pay off when I'm making 60 an hr as a nurse :) have a good night danny. Te amo!
ive been thinking about you all day / Marissa Messier (Friend)
i have been thinking about you all day i redid your mypace and put new songs on it. Everytime i go on it it just brings back so many memories and it makes me so sad. like the first day we met and seen 2 fast 2 furious with steward and juan lol that was fun. or the times we all went to the water fires i remember the one time me krystal and kala bought you fernando and brian a rose. fernando and brian didnt acceopt ours but you accepted kalas. you were always such a gentleman and so sweet. Or the times we went to hometown buffet lol. i remember the one time we went there after we went to the zoo it was like a double date accept we had my brother with us lol. I remember all the times you drove me home and picked me up when fernando couldnt yet. me you and fernando use to always be together and when you had the crx i always had to sit in the back it was like the perfect little seat for me. i remember always bringing precious with us and he was scared cuz it was loud. haha i remember when you guys came back from carolina and fernando snitched on you and told me you dropped precious on his head. and then you tried to pick him up and you droped him lol. ugh so many memories that i never get to talk to anyone about its a shame. everyone that i kno knows who you are. every chance i get i talk about you or your brother. even thow your gone your not really gone your still in my head all the time. whenever i go to your house i can feel like your presence is there. i remember the last day i saw you we went to emerald square mall and then we went to taco bell. the night you passed away was so shocking and im glad i was there with fernando. im also glad i got the experience of knowing you and being your friend. if you were still here this would be like the 6th or 7th year ive known you. i met you when i was like 14. that was so long ago but it feels like yesterday. i love going to your house your mom makes me feel so welcomed and your brother makes me feel so loved. i wish you were here so we could chill like old times. maybe go in brians shed lmao. omg so many fun times at brians house. ill never forget the time we tied kala to a telephone pole or the day i met fernando and you was being a party pooper and didnt wanna go in the pool. fernando didnt want to ither but i pushed him in with all his clothes on lol. and that was the night that started all our memories together lol. i remember the time me and kala got stuck downtown and you had your mom and dad pick us up and bring us to brians house we were so nervous and the radio kept making a moaning sound and we kept laughing in the back seat. i think that was the same night as the shed and the cops and the fight and you pretending to be jens dad to my parents lmao. and in the morning we got up and walked to that store at the end of brians road. i remember you guys tagged that building i always use to drive by it and stare at it after you passed. but they painted over it them dummys. i could go on and on i have so many more in my head and there always gonna be there i cherish the time i spent with you and your family. even thow most of the time me and fernando were fighting. it was always stupid to we were both to jealous of everything and so young we moved way to fast. but im happy we did because i basically got to live with you and see you everyday =) well i just like wrote a book so i think i should stop i could keep going and going thats why your brother likes me hehe. i write way to much and i cant help it. i love writing especially about you. it makes me happy remembering all these times. anyway im realy gonna stop now lol i miss you so much!! i always keep you close to me.
xoxo
the german lmao
guardian angel / Kym Lin (FRIEND) Id just like to wish u a late happy turkey day to u and ur family. I know Ur watching over them. id like to believe u were watching over me Monday night too. Thanks. Or maybe it was another angel but whoever it was saved my life. Hope things r getting better for everyone soon. Te amo! Adios mi amigo.
watch over your family / Kym Lin (friend) i know that your up there i know that your watching over everyone. i believe in you! i miss seeing your face i haven't forgotten you. i havent forgotten the stories i've heard about you. fernando loves you alot! i know your by his side trying to guide him now. i know your with rosa too. when i see her i just want to hug her and never let go. she loves you so much! i love listening to the stories she told of you. she is always so passionate about telling them. i miss seeing your room and getting a sense of how it was when you were in it. i loved the color of it too because blue was my favorite too. i wish you were still here for so many reasons. your familt is so nice and im glad i still get to see some now and then. stephanie told me that we would have been friends and that makes me feel so good. she's in my class and she tells me all about you all the time. i pass your cemetary after work every week and i visit you all the time. i wish i could say all this to your face. i bought you a star danny. its your own light in the sky. when i look up in the sky i know your there. i love looking at the pictures i have of you. the drawings i've drawn for you and everything i've ever bought you. the two elephants i bought you and fernando and the sticker i made you at work and the golden rose i got you and the snow globe with your picture in it that i bought your mom. she cried when i gave it to her. it was so cute. your family loves you alot. i loved that sticker that carolina made that they put on your van fernando's old bmw and the corolla. now u still drive with them =) we'll i could write to you all day but i got to go to school. te quiero mucho!
i miss you so much / MARISSA MESSIER (FRIEND)
i miss you so much and it sucks because i have nobody i can talk to about you i used to wish that i never met fernando because of what he did to me but when i think about it im actually lucky because i got to meet you and all of your family and friends i thought i was never going to see your brother or your mother again but i do and im so glad i think about you everyday i always see something or hear something that reminds me of you i have so many memories that i think back on and im so glad i got to chill with you like i did when i think of all that happened its so over whelming and it makes me feel sick i dont wanna believe that your gone and it still seems so fake like your just on vacation or something kind of like some of the people i had on your myspace but there gone now whenever i look at your myspace i feel so special because im second and im next to fernando your number one on my top and your always gonna be there ill never move you lol i could keep going and going let me stop lol i really miss you so0o0o0o much your such a great guy and ill never forget about you
xoxo
marissa
As The Years Go By.. / Kym Lin (Friend)
as time goes by and it i know the date you passed away gets closer it gets me thinking about you more and more. i just wonder why you. so young and such a great person. i wish that never happened to you cause all the pain off losing you is still in your loved ones. i hope that your watching over them up from heaven. giving them guidence. take great care of your family danny. your parents are wonderful people and your brother needs your guidence. carolina i know loves you so much too because i've seen her cry about you before and she's such a happy person other times. i know we all remember you. i wish i could still write on your myspace page but i got deleted so i can just write to you on here. i bought you a star too. its comming in the mail but its taking so long to come. now when i look up in the sky you will have a star shinning for you. i can smile at night when i go to sleep because i know your there. you always were and always will be. your never forgotten danny. te quiero mucho!
Con Tu Adios Te LLevas Mi Corazon / Kym Lin (Friend) i'm writing to you in blue because i know its your favorite color. its mine too. i wish i could talk to you in person. i dont understand why god took you from your loved ones. everytime i saw you in school you were smiling. you were so funny. steph and solo always tell me stories about you. like the time you spray painted... i think it was your jnr high school the colombian colors. and cristina was telling me how you used to wait by her locker. all my friends knew you on a personal level. i was so shy in high school. i wish i made an effort to introduce myself. i keep your picture on my nightstand. i think you look so cute. i have a special surprise for you too. i hope you like it. just know i'm thinking of you i cant write on your myspace page because marissa deleted me. but still keep you in my heart. your a great person and you live on in our hearts and memory. con tu adios te llevas mi corazon.
we love and miss you / Kym Lin
someone special / Kym Lin
Dear Danny, last week you would have been celebrating your 22nd birthday. everytime i go to the cematary i think of your funeral and wake. there were so many people there who love you. on your birthday and november 6th people still visit you. you were someone special. someone worth remembering. there aren't many people like you in the world. i remember asking friends who have known you in the past about you, they said you were the type of person who would give them your shirt on your back just to keep them warm. your friend stephanie said that you were so funny. you jumped in a pool with your clothes still on. and i was with my sister in our car in the Davies parking lot and you and fernando were in your crx, you pulled out in front of us to cut us off. chrystal and i laughed. i saw your smile too. you liked my best friend cristina too, she used to tell me when you went up to her locker to talk to her. she is amazing just like you. if there is one thing i dont understand about God taking you is that you are a good person! there are so many criminals in the world that he could have taaken that night. but he had to take a great person. i don't understand. but someday maybe i will, God must have a good reason. your family is great just like you. i love your mom, she misses you so much. i'm so glad that she made this page. i write to you all the time on the memorial myspace page that marissa made. but it's not as good as talking to you in person. i wish you were here to see us all again. fernando has new tattoo's, your dad is in colombia, all your friends are still working and doing good. joe and chris have a motorcycle now. i have one too. i'm studying to be a nurse. i wish i could have helped you. it makes me so sad to know that your not going to be here anymore. i don't even like thinking of it. i dreamt of you too. it was amazing, i will never forget the good dreams. when you graduated i was standing right there near the stage. i saw your smile, you looked so handsome. i always want to remember you with a smile on your face. you truely were... ARE someone special. te amo con todo mi corazon. until we meet in heaven.
February 27, you were born this date 22 years ago. / Rosa Jaramillo (Mother)
My dear son, today, February 27, 2009 you would be 22 years old, I can't imagine you growing older, because you are in my mind frozen at the age 18 and that's the image that will be with me for ever.
I always though that you were going to be with us, growing older, getting married and having kids, the grandkids that I'll never have because God have other plans for you, He wanted you to be with Him as an angel, our angel.
In did I know that you are in heaven because you were a great person, always helping others, making them laugh and always traing to do de best that you could do. You were a wonderful big brother to Fernando, the best friend any one could ever have and for me you were the son that every mother wish for, needless to say I still have Fernando, whose my other amazing son, who I love as much as I love you.
Today, we will go to church on your memory, and after church we will go to Carolina's house, She asked us to joing them for dinner.
Danny you will be in our heart for ever. love, mommi.
December 31st, 2008 / Rosa Jaramillo (Mom)
One more year goes by and I'm here, watching the snow fall and thinking about you, going through all those beatiful reminiscences.
18 years full of precious memories, since the day you were born until the day you left as an angel, our angel, who's watching us from heaven. Every little detail of those 18 wonderful years still vivid in my mind as if it happened yesterday. the day you came into my life was the happiest day of my life.
I remember your first Christmas, all my family together, therewere so many toys that you didn't know which one to pick up to play with, oh on your first bithday you looked hansome with the outfit that I picked up for you for this special day, of the toys you recieved, your favorite was a drum set
one of the best memories was when you saw for the first time your little brother, Fernando, you were so happy, you wanted to touch him, huge him, kiss him, any way you didn't know what to do with him, since then and as you grew up, you became best friends, and were inseparable.
I remember your first school day, you didn't wanted to stay, but we talked to you until you decided to stay. On your 5th birthday you got your first bicycle, it was easy for you learn how to ride it.
I'll never forget the day you recieve your driver lisence, you were very happy and couldn't wait to drive our car back home and from that day on, you became our driver, taking us everywere we wanted to go.
I have 18 years full of awesome memories, memories that will stay with me until the day I die.
The holidays are getting closer. / Rosa Jaramillo (Mother)
The Holidays are getting closer, is hard for me to think about these days with out you, but I'm trying to do my best and go ahead with my llife.
I asked God to give me wisdom to become aware of the differences between now and before, as a mother, and yes I have noticed some diferences, I've been an awful mother to Fernandoand I feel guilty, I wish I could go back a few years and change a lot of things that I've done wrong.
By now on, I'm going to try to be the mother that Fernando needs and think more abut him and the erroneous things that I did and correct them, because I know you are in a much better place, you are our Angel always watching us from up above, but Fernando is still here and he needs me to be here with him helping him and be a mother to him, the mother that I was when you were here.
I miss you and love you like always.
your never forgotten! / Kym Lin (i just miss seeing you )
i cant believe three years have went by. i dont know how or why this could have happened to someone as good as you are. i never kenw you in person but everything i have heard about you was great. no one can say a bad thing about you, you were raised to be a very respectful man and very caring. someone told me that you were the kind of kid that would give the shirt off his back if a friend needed it. i wish you were still here to be my friend. i wish you were still here for your mom and dad too. they miss you so much. i could not imagine what they went through that night. i do know that they are very strong because they still get up and go through the day with a smile on their face. probably because they know you are looking over their shoulder. i miss seeing you around because eveytime i saw you, you had a smile on your face. and i thought you were really funny. i thought you looked really handsome at the sophmore semi dance. i was at that dance too. i just wish u were here for more things. i wish u can see all your family. and see hoow much william has grown, and how much johnathan has grown too. i'll never forget when william asked fernando " where is danny?". we were speachless because we didnt know what to tell him. we didnt know how to explain that you were gone. the look on your brothers face. we asked william "where do you think he is?" he didnt know. i think it is hard because he was so little, but he remembers you. and he loved you too. like so many people still do. they keep you alive by talking and thinking about you. we miss you, someday we will see you in heaven. te amo
Today, November 6 2008, is the third anniversary of your departure, it's been very hard for me, even though, I know you are in a much better place enjoying Eternal Life next to God, I'm happy for you, but this doesn't take my pain away.
I'm still missing you, I keep thinking that you are away with your friends and that at any momment I'm going to see you enter through the door, I know this is a dream that never will come true.
I thank God for the strength He is giving me, I recognize that I have to help Him with this task other wise He wouldn't be able to hel me and bilieve me, I'm doing my best, although there are some times I feel that I can't do it any more.
I'm getting a lot of support from my family, I hope with their support and a lot of patience, I'm going through this hard time, I know my life isn't going to be the same, but with their help my life can be a little better.